Dear Diary, it's hard to find the true friends. Who share everything and welcome our foolish act. Why people surrounding me always being a jealousy? I'm not rich as others. I'm not beautiful as others. But they keep a long distance from me. Is it I'm doing something wrong just because I can't spend more time with them? Why they do not understand that I have a grow up kid and raised her alone without my hubby beside me? I try to be kind, give money, help them when they need helper, but it still not enough. I need to move fron this shitty place.