October 11, 2019

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Dear Diary, Why am I here? Why must I be made to wake up everyday to this empty life.? Why cant i make him love me? I'm in a relationship now for 10 years, but its empty. Loveless, emotionally void of all affection! I cry, he says just smile. I break down he says be happy. We fuss and fight and cuss and spew hate, just to fall back into the pit after a hour or two. A pat on the shoulder or a peci on the cheek is showing me his love. I need a hug ,an embrace, to feel arms around me squeezing tight and a whisper in my ear that I'm loved. It would only take a short minute, but it never comes. I need that human connection. I cant stand having a roommate that I have to sleep with! I just dont want to die like this.

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Oct 12, 2019 · 39 views

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Darksoul&SufferingHeartOct 12, 2019

Thank you. I am doing just that!🙏

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Kung Fu Panda 🤠Oct 12, 2019

Hi. I can understand. There are certain things in life, which we cant force. Love is one of them. We all want to be loved, but it cant be forced on someone. Also everyone loves differently. Over the years i have realized something that self love is the best of all, we get exactly what we want. Sometimes we are so clouded that we keep wishing for love from someone else while forgetting to love ourselves. Start loving youself, pamper yourself, do you 'me' things sometimes. You'll see that once you start loving youself, people will start loving you too... Try it... ❤️

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