Dear Diary, things r still a mess as far as the will goes. All I want is a little piece of my mom to hold dear. But my niece has all of her things n I have no idea why. I think she is the one that got everything all screwed up.
I have got to get over Manon. It was devastating to me when he left me for a younger girl. After about 20 years on n off n always being friends it is killing me that he wont even talk to me. I have to stop letting it affect me so much. He lives only a block away. It's so difficult.