Dear Diary,
I've never openly shared anything. Today was pretty mediocre aside from going off completely for no reason my unnecessary attitude is toxic. I feel personally attacked all the time. I guess acknowledging my toxicity is something, right? I'm trying to cope with all of this bottled emotions but they spill randomly and I am unprepared and they are so exaggerated. It makes me so angry and sad. I'm battling it everyday, but it's ruined a lot for me, I think. I don't even know who I am sometimes. It makes me so sad. I don't want my daughter to see me like this. I'm trying. But, I made it through today. I guess I'll try this out. This seems like a healthy way to release my feelings. So, hi.