Dear Diary,
It's like it never ends.
I'm happy. I have great days. But then the bad days make me want to give up completely. I'm struggling. I feel like I cant even hold my head above the water.
Being a sahm can be great but it has its downfalls.
Sometimes I have to force myself to smile or even be social.
Today sucks. Baby wont sleep, I havent slept. Kid wont listen. On top of everything else. I feel like a failure as a mom. I can only hope it gets better.