July 31, 2019. I'm Tired

Dear Diary, today I felt so sad. I have financial problems. I m so fucking tired with my job. I fucking tired with my boyfriend. And fucking sad with my life... How much I cry, I know how pathetic I am.

I know... This is happening because its my fault.

I know I deserve it.... but

I'm just fucking tired

 This is my first time talk my feeling in rendom app. I choose this app because whoever you are 

and whatever things that you share... it's doesn't matter. I am sorry for my bad English. Just want to say... Hopefully I could share my days with you guys. Whoever read my pathetic story about my life... Thank you