July 21, 2019

Dear Diary,

I do not know what is happening to myself anymore. I get sad at nothing, and always cry for small things I created. I am a very upbeat person but why all of the sudden am I like this?

I do not have any problems with other people, my relationship with my family is healthy, I am contented with my friends, but why am I so unhappy about myself?

And, also, there are times that I am very energetic, like, the other night I was draining the 70% water inside me, and tomorrow, I will be jolting and jumping in joys and excitement. I actually like my friends because they are honest about what they think about me, given I was always honest, too.

They told me if I was okay because I was super duper hyper because on the past few days, I seem so low.

So, yeah, that is my problem. I do not know what goes inside my mind. I cannot handle emotions that well. I suck very hardly at emotions.

Annoying mood swings. (｡-_-｡)