July 08, 2019

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Dear Diary,

Why donot the inventors and discoverers find out something which can take us back in time? Why cannot they invent something by which we can correct our past mistakes? The feeling of having done things wrong in past and their constant haunting thoughts make life burdensome. When you know that you cannot correct your mistakes anyhow even if you want to so badly, kills you within yourself. Living life becomes simply equal to having regrets and hating yourself. God doesnot seem to listen to any of your plea to forgive you and relieve all your woes. You are of nowhere. Neither you can share your faults to anybody nor can you stop regretting upon them. 

This is my current situation. I am feeling that my life doesnot require a place in this world. Even if you do good you are not valued and if you do bad , you simply perish. Which pattern of law and order does this world follow? I fail to comprehend. 
I want to be a good person again as I used to be. Wanting a chance to prove myself. But not the same chance!
C
Cleopatra♥️✓
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C
Cleopatra♥️Jul 8, 2019

Yup..✌

K
Kung Fu Panda 🤠Jul 8, 2019

You believe that God created all of us. Right.? I think then, whatever you did or whatever happened was his plan too. You need not regret about past, all of that had some purpose believe it or not. Which we may not know now. And maybe you can stop worrying about being valued for doing good things, and looking for the purpose. If God created all of us, then he'll make sure that we are all on the right track and serving our purpose automatically. Living the life alone is a big purpose in itself. So don't worry, you are on right track. 😊

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