June 13, 2019

Dear Diary, my fiance' and I have been together almost ten years now and believe me we've pushed the limits of relatonship trouble. Now I feel as if he doesnt want to spend time with just me anymore, I feel like im competing against an Android for his attention and affection! Unfortunately him and I are still building trust right now so I cant help but also wonder if there's someone else and why can't I make myself not care even if there is?