My biggest problem right now (June 01, 2019)

Dear Diary,

I have a boyfriend, we've been together for a little less than 3 months now but the thing is, he's in a different continent and we haven't seen eachother in real life yet. Even worse, his ex is one of my close friends (also an internet friend sadly) and i feel so bad for doing this but I actually really like him. She doesn't know, I'd probably get killed by her friends since they're coming to my country in a month. Life is very complicated and I know a lot of people judge me for this but I just can't help myself, I actually really really like him. A lot of people I know also don't understand how can someone fall for someone they've never met and yes it's hard to understand, I know, but they don't even try and they're trying to convince me I don't like him because it's not possible. He's coming to visit me next year, we both can't do it this year since I'm starting a new job and they want me to be there all summer. I hope this all gets better :)