May 21, 2019

Dear Diary,

So I had a nice 4 days off from work, wife went to vacation and I stayed home and caught up on alot of things that needed to get done. 

Yesterday I treated myself to a massage, she was very good.  Had a nice hard on at the end, when she left the room I orgasmed quickly then got dressed and left. I purposefully withheld from masturbating and sex for the previous 7 days, so I shot a big load of cum there, it went all over my tummy and even a couple globs on my chest. Damn it felt good for that release.

I still get horny now just writing about and remembering it.

A lot of other people here seem to have a lot bigger problems with their life than me,  I feel so sad reading some of these entries.

I pray for each and everyone of you that are having difficulties with life, that you may in the end become stronger person for your struggles.

God bless you all.