Dear World,
I would be a lot happier right now if I could sleep. I have to open the store tomorrow and run the thing by myself for 8 hours and this is the second night I will have went without sleep.😰 What am I going to do if I start crashing midshift?
God no...😱 tomorrow is mother's Day. And I'm going to be exhausted and most likely in a bummed out mood. Which unfortunately, my bad moods spread misery upon those around me. 👎So watch me ruin moms day tomorrow.. 😐
I wish caffeine worked on me like it does on others. That shit is worthless. Energy drinks, jet alert pills, coffee.... None of it gives me energy or makes me hyper. In fact, coffee makes me want to relax💆☕..The caffiene pills give me tremors and anxiety.🤚😧 Energy drinks upset my stomach. 🌪And even herbal supplements have zero effect on me. 🤷♀
Bottom line, wtf am I going to do? I should be fine in the morning, but I am worried about mid day.
Dear God it's 2 in the fucking morning. I have to be up at 6:30...
I guess the only thing I can do now is get catastrophically blazed and hope that I get some sort of significant rest... 🙄