February 26, 2019

Dear Diary,

I finally found a job. I'm so happy cause I really was starting to give up 👆 hope that I was going to ever find a job and anytime soon. But god I truly thank you. And understand why I yu put me through what you did because I needed it. I needed to get away from the problem ⚠️. Yu did this cause I was losing myself and I didn't know it.... Or I knew it and I didn't want to really see 👀 cause I thought that I was in love 🤗 with Dante but I was only in lust of him. He was something different but it wasn't love 🤗. He really hurt 🤕 me. I gave him all my love 🤗 to get after awhile nothing in return and I can't say I didn't play a part..... But I was always for him and about him... I knew made him look 👀 like a fool but he did that to me in return really took my love 🤗 for weakness and completely crushed my heart.