February 14, 2019

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Dear Diary,

Sometimes i feel so lonely, like no one around me wants to recognize my thoughts, feelings, or words. . Some days i try and shout to be heard, yet they look at me with disgust, like i must keep all the things that make me inside. I wonder how long its been since i noticed that people really dont care unless its of interest to them.  Some how i keep this hope, not from them and not to find another who will accept me, but i dream and hope for the me that will one day get rid of this loneliness and self loathing. 

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Thorn
Feb 15, 2019 · 33 views

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meruFeb 16, 2019

So sorry about that. Howvever if you search stoicism ted talk on youtube, thats the first link you get :)

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ThornFeb 16, 2019

Sorry Meru , i cant click on link and when i search it i cant find it :/

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meruFeb 15, 2019

https://youtu.be/qRM5VRIO_TU closely related one, hope it helps you, stranger..

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meruFeb 15, 2019

Here's the link to the video i mentioned :https://youtu.be/R9OCA6UFE-0

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meruFeb 15, 2019

And lookimg at the world though its ideas, i felt like i could.make a plan for gettimg out of this mess in my head. I dont know in the end, if it will work out but im trying to adopt that philosophy into my life and try to get better

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meruFeb 15, 2019

Hey, i know what this situation feels like. Its very hard. At one point, i realised how much of my could-be productive youth was getting wasted away because of all the negativity clouding my head, my heart, my thoughts,...everything. I dont know if it was by chance or not but i bumped into this video about stoicism on youtube. Its a kind of philosophy.

"We write to taste life twice, in the moment and in retrospect."

— Anaïs Nin