i skipped lunch

Today also I skipped lunch. you know I came to Hyderabad for a job. almost a year back. and you will probably be thinking I'm doing good, getting more than expected. stop. "NO", I'm not. you remember I use to do small works from home. and from that, I used to get much money. the same (Not same, little more) I'm getting here. and a lot more things changed. came out of my comfort zone long back. whats changed? Environment. yea, it's a nice environment here, people are good. Economically. yea I'm getting little more. then I usually get previously from home. (after deducting staying cost). Food. literally starving still, previously also used to do, to save money for internet. (as I belong to a poor family). now I have money, but not enough and also lack chance. *I will write one more page, how I'm struggling with food right now. lifestyle. overall its good enough. sometimes I used to go out with my friends like chai and Arihant. and they are really awesome. and overall its changed a lot. overall it's good. but not for those. who having tastebuds and unable to afford a lunch or dinner. [Every day Tamarin + Tomato soup and rice I cant eat.] dad called me, dad: had lunch? me: yes dad. ... not sure, how many days I can do like this. after so many days, skipping lunch I got frustrated. I'm writing this with so much of frustration.