March 10, 2026

Dear Diary, Its 2am, after letting my dog out, i didnt do laundry but i showered. Got bored so started figuring out how to rearrange my room for the future ans gonna replace my dresser for a newer better one. Talked to my mom, when i wake up ima called somewhere and see if i can schedule a day to get my license, idk if i have to schedule it or if i can just go in. But well see. I say sometime in april after my moms surgery well prob go. Nothing else much happened. I played rocket league up to this point, prob gonna find someone to sleep call. Ima get off, ill update in the morning

Update...

It is 2:30am rn, im bored and still quite awake. Im still looking for sleep call, but idk if i wanna talk to the sleep call person as i mentioned before, wheneve i try asking they say no, theyre extremely dry. And im sorry but they lost their boyfriend and wheneve i try to help or have them talk to me they cant or dont want to. But they keep telling me theyre sad. Its just brings me down and idk what to do. So ima probably tell them and see what happens. Atp if you dont let me try to help you but you tell me youre sad, like without further reason i dont want to be friends. Im sorry if im the asshole for that but i dont want to be brought down for that.

Also me and the one girl are dating, kinda bad that we just met and just started dating. But i really hope it goes well. I hope things dont end badly... idk abt her but i dont like leaving people on a bad note. Ill day anything to stay together. Ive been told wed be together and well commit by my last 2 exes and they both broke up with me so ill stay updated.

Ima go back to trying to find someone to sleep with

Update....

So i talked to the one i sleep on call with, were still gonna be friends and we talked it out in the end. Theyre not a bad person just a lots happening and im struggling to sympathize. I went to bed like 5am and woke up like 9am, couldn't fall back asleep but im really tired now. Something happened with their friend so they moving in with them but still might be able to sleep call. Also my mom has surgery tomorrow and im going with, gotta be up lik 4am so ima try and sleep real early like 8-10pm for me, maybe not that early but ima try. Also i got too tired and i just woke up from abt a 2 hour nap. I napped on call with on my friends thats abt 8 hours ahead. Its bedtime for them, still middle the day for me. Its 6pm rn. But hopefully theyll want to stay on call till its time for me to wake up, i appreciate them.

Also my girlfriend, doesnt like some stuff as it reminds her of her ex... nothing in a bad way and i understand. She messaged me when she woke up, she sleeps all day. Such a sleep baby ^^