November 19, 2023


Dear Diary, he stopped altogether. Yes it was me who didn't wanna stay more but he still wanted me to wait a few days. & my mistake was that I was expecting, waiting. 

Yesterday I felt that he has someone else in his life, maybe he still does. I called him but he didn't call me back. 

I didn't text him today, he also didn't text anything by himself to me.

& now that I'm awake, I texted him that he forgot about me. & he's sorry. 

I don't want sorries. I don't trust anybody's words anymore... Your promises are futile to me. 

Those words I wrote when I was in the world of hurt swirl in my head: "love gave up on me".