You know when you want to do something? Or you're thinking about it. Then you don't do it, you don't even tell them you were thinking about it and now you regret it? I should've said something, maybe it would've happened? I regret not telling him now. If he ever finds out that this is my account, I dont mean the other thing I don't think I'll ever want that ew. It didn't need to happen I just felt like I should've done it. I just stared at him like a fucking idiot. Again.