Hey it's me again. I'll just write the details that I've missed to write for the past weeks. I've created more artworks and that helped me a lot to improve my creativity and productivity. I also met someone that makes me smile, and his name is Jed. He's a very honest person and he's also an artist (his works are great!!!). He seems like a cool guy and I like his sense of humor coz he's very funny and (kinda horny, he talks about dirty stuffs).
One thing that I would never forget about him is that he made me cry the first time we talked. He said sorry and sang me two songs accompanied with his guitar. :) it's the first time that someone sings for me and his voice is good. well, I asked him to sing for me LOL
When he talks to me, he always asks questions about me and he appreciates the things that I say and don't just compliment me for my face or how I look. I don't know but at first I don't find him attractive but as I got to talk to him I can't help but to think about him but I'm not sure if he's serious about me or he's just messing around. I asked him if he's just trippin' but he said that he's not but it's been two days that we haven't talked. I won't say it to anyone but I lowkey started to miss him. I became uninterested to Rory since he got my attention.
I don't know where this is going to head but I don't want to rush things. He's always hinting that he want to get in a relationship but I don't want to be in a relationship that fast. I don't want to be an easy girl because I believe that anything that started fast will also end fast. :(( I want to get to know him better because I don't want my heart to break/
I don't know but I have this feeling that I want to keep him >
but I don't know if we'll end up being together or these will just become memories;)