February 22, 2021


Dear Diary,

bought some paint, will paint my bedroom soon 

wrote this poem just a few hours ago. not satisfied with it. i can't help but feel like it's still lacking of that something 

car sick. my cousin asked me to accompany her today 

dread. im still carsick

went out with my cousin. we stopped by at a jewelry shop earlier. i was immediately drawn to this black bracelet, it was weird. i felt like it was calling me. the beads appeared matte. might be black onyx. apparently, it's good for transforming negative emotions/energies + any black gemstones have some sort of  protective properties. im not really into jewelleries but occasionally i do buy them whenever i feel a strong pull towards it

this was one of those eventful times