Dear Diary,
I wonder how it feels like to have a lover? I'd like to have someone who I can trust to talk all my ideas without being judge. I'd like someone whose more confident than me, a joker and an open minded person. Someone I can hug and can be my source of strength.
Because I am a shy person, I have more conversations with the same sex and this criterias came from interacting with them.
I wonder if there are girls who have this kind of personality. I hope one day she'll noticed me. I can't be dominant sorry for that. I just have a low self esteem.
Fuck this anxiety talking to girls and my low self esteem. Maybe, I'll just die a virgin hahahaha
Ps. I am an INTP person, agnostic atheist, skeptic, a science guy, 18 and male.
Just comment below if interested haha - or message me at my gmail
mrmr24001@gmail.com.
This is how desperate I am hahaha.