Darling ghost, I miss them. I miss koko and the way she peeled eraser and collected it. I miss dramaqueen and the way she dreamt about being in love. I miss Sam and the way she braided my hair to make me fall asleep. I maybe missing jelly and her mistakes. I miss the way I can fall asleep beside them unlike with others. Either way I am not with them because I grew up. Growing up have made me lose them. So, i live in the past. I don't usually cry but when I think about what I lost, it hurts. I hate this.
Your mess.