Dear Diary,
sometimes i think about all the things i could be doing right now. I can do many things i want to do, things many people are doing, being free, travel, earn more money, work on new things, buy stuffs, do what i feel like whatever i want to, whenever i want to. But i am not doing it today, i remember the old days of JEE, when i wanted to play, watch TV and go to functions, but i did hold myself. I told myself that its my hard work today. And i have to do it, because all great things must take a lot of effort and perseverance. Its easy to give up and look for something else when things get difficult. But Rocky Balboa said once that "It ain't about how hard you hit. Its about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward". Its easy to make excuses for why you are not doing what you want to do in life.
I found this news today.
https://www.techcircle.in/2019/10/01/chinese-ai-iot-giant-tuya-opens-india-headquarters-in-gurgaon
I am not afraid of Jio coming into home automation market, but i am afraid of tuya establishing a dev. center in india. They have managed to tap big players while being in china, what can it do, being in India.
I know that i am little tensed about it right now. But lately i am also realizing that what we are doing could be something great. There are many big companies in India, but even they did not dare to make things, rather just bought it from china, but we have dared to make that. We accepted the challenge and we'll be giving these Chinese motherfuckers a fight here. I keep thinking of me as an Idiot, well, i have done mistakes, and i agree that we have many loop holes, many things are not great right now. I know we are not as good today, but we are fighting, we have that courage. We are willing to take the hit, thats what who we are. And knowing this, i believe in myself even more now. I wont give up...
And we'll do great things, i know that this perseverance will pay off one day.
Life is going descent. Yesterday it was Diwali. Dint feel like diwali this year. It was just ok. Like a regular day.
We tried to give a pitch to Sandeep and Murli, and it went bad. I was stammering, was going round and round on the same thing, he was least interested in.I Totally killed it :( Its my i don't know 4th or 5th time and i am still no good.
U tried cookies again yesterday. Flopped again.
I do miss her still.
Going Bangalore next week.
Meera is leaving.
Goodnight