Cupcakes's Dear Diary

Index
May 05, 2024
is it me, or is it them? am i not enough or do they ask for too much? am i too much or can they handle very less? am i at fault or can they not see my right? i dont know, i dont even think it matters, because at the end of the day, i feel like an out
May 05
April 24, 2024
Dear Diary, its been long since i came here to write something; recently everything seems blue, i dont know what's the reason but, i feel a hollowness in my chest, even when i'm happy i am not happy. I say its because my periods are near but i
Apr 24
April 20, 2023
Dear best friends.  This is it, I am done, enough is enough. I don't deserve to be treated like this. Some of my actions might have hurt you too and maybe I haven't been the best either but I'm done bending down begging for forgiveness, especiall
Apr 20
April 12, 2023
one day it won't hurt so much, one day I will sit and talk to you about it, one day maybe we will understand and forgive  each other and ourselves one day I will stop asking myself, and the ghosts of you, what could I have done?  to keep yo
Apr 12
April 05, 2023
this letter is to one of the most special person in my life, we haven't been on talking terms recently, so my first question is, how are you? Are you doing alright? How have you been? I know you had many important things going on recently, I hope the
Apr 05
April 01, 2023
Dear best-friend(s), I am not sure if we are best friends anymore, I have no idea what the meaning of friendship or "bffs" is anymore, what defines friendships and what are signs that we are no longer friends. Even if i don't understand what we are n
Apr 01
May 24, 2022
It's okay to slip, it's okay to make  mistakes, it's okay to make bad decisions and it's okay to make wrong choices. I'm still very young, i don't know anything about so many things, i have tried my best to always and always make all the right choic
May 24
May 23, 2022
Dear Diary, its raining here today, rains are beautiful to some and frightening to some, some dance under it, and some curl up in sheets and wait for it to end. It's weird how same thing, brings out different emotions in everyone, some of love, som
May 23
May 19, 2022
Dear Diary, I didn't what to write, i wanted this place to be organised and sensible place for me to rant, but i guess feelings don't like to be put in draws and colour coded, so i will go ahead with whatever i am feeling and try to pen it down her
May 19
May 14, 2022
hi, i found this website, and this is what i have been looking for, i place where i can talk, but not keep it secret, i don't want to treat my feelings like a secret anymore, instead here i can be vulnerable without showing myself. i can be myself he
May 14